IM WAITING

Push to the side and sometimes put on hold for you but still I wait, plans to get together real soon so we can conversate,on our past present future and things that passed us by,or how everything you said was true simply turned into a lie,or how you use to tell me jus how much you really care,then flip the script and act as if I'm not even there,or when you called me baby honey sweetie boo and wife,or introduce me as your main woman in your life,but now all is changed and the feeling isn't the same,and all that felt like love has quickly turned to pain,
it seems as if we lost that connection we once had jus before,and the spark we had between us well there isn't anymore,and all the feelings shared that was oh so familiar,including all the things we had in common that were so very similar,but they say opposites attract and maybe they do,
and we're not exactly the same so that saying may be true,and through it all no matter what with you I still remained down,and all the hurt that I been through is gone come back around

MY SICKNESS

AS I LAY HERE WONDERING,WONDERING Y I FEEL DIS WAY,I THINK OF HIM AND HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL.I REPLAY IN DIS CRAZY MIND OF MINES WHAT EVERY MOMENT SPENT WITH HIM HAS MEANT,HOW I FELT WITH EVERY TOUCH,EVERY KISS,AND I SAY TO MYSELF DAMN!WHO IS HIM TO ME TO BE ABLE TO INVADE MY BODY LIKE A SICKNESS I CANT GET RID OF EVEN THOUGH I TRIED SO MANY TIMES BEFORE?MY FEELINGS WLDNT ALLOW IT!SO NOW I KNOW EXCATLY WHAT HE MEANT WHEN HE CALLED ME SICKNESS.AND AS I LAY HERE WONDERING Y I FEEL DA WAY I DO?I REALIZE ITS ALL BECAUSE OF U!!!!!!!

DEAR HATERS

I LOVE YALL DEARLY AND AS LONG AS IM HERE YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE ME TO HATE ON MONEY DONT MAKE ME I MAKE MONEY I GOT MY MIND SET RITE AND YOU HATEN ASS NOBODY'S NEED TO GET YA SHYT RITE BITCHES GON TALK REGARDLESS AND CONTINUE TO HATE AND HELL I WANT THEM TO CUZ IF YA KNOW ME YA KNW WHATS REAL AND ALL DAT HE SAY SHE SAY IS 4 LIL ASS KIDS I DONT PLAY LIL CHILDISH GAMES SAVE DAT 4 YOUR KIDS IM TRYNA MAKE STACKS SO I CAN DO IT BIG SHYT I LAUGH AT YOU HATERS AND KEEP DOIN ME AND I DONT NEED NO NIGGA TAKIN CARE OF ME IM WHAT U CALL A STUCK UP BITCH CUZ I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU OR THE NEXT AND IF YALL KEEP HATEN THIS HARD I MITE HAVE TO PUT YOU ON PAYROLL AND RITE YOU A CHECK.........HAHAHHAHHHAHAHAH
ITS NOTHIN 2 A BITCH IF U GOT BEEF CUM C ME DONT LET THE PRETTY FACE FOOL YOU.........

LONELY

DARKNESS FILLS THE SKY AND AS THE CLOUDS DISAPPEAR I WALK ALONE IN THE NIGHT SURROUNDED BY SILENCE AND THE WHISTLING OF THE WIND WIT NO ONE IN SIGHT.THE TREES WAVE FROM SIDE TO SIDE AS THEY CREATE A HOWLING SOUND DISTRACTED BY A SMALL RUSTLING NOISE,UPOON THE GROUND I TURN QUICKLY AROUND STARTLED BUT I SEE NOTHING AS I THINK TO MYSELF AM I THE ONLY ONE HERE?STILL ALONE BUT INJECTED WITH A SMALL DOSE OF FEAR I CONTINUE TO STUMBLE NEAR THE MIST OF DARKNESS.CLOSER IN CLOSER I STRIVE,FILLED WITH SORROW AND PAIN FROM THESE FEELINGS CALLED LOVE.SHOWERED WITH SADNESS LIKE RAINDROPS FROM ABOVE AND AS MY HEART MELTS FROM THIS THING WE KNOW AS LOVE I STILL CONTINUE THIS WALK ALONE IN THE DARK TO WHERE I DONT KNOW.ON A PATH TO NOWHERE AS I WEEP WHAT I SOE ON THIS JOURNEY ALONE I SHIVER FROM THIS BREEZE BUT I STEADILY WALK WITH MY ARMS IN MY SLEEVES TO WHERE?WHATS MY DESTINATION?WHATS THE PLAN?STILL NOT KNOWING THE ANSWER I CONTINUE YO WALK ALONE IN THE DARKNESS FROM BEGINNING TO END.

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Love I gave and lies you told looking forward to dreams you sold and promises you made to me but now they are broken and things you never told me bout are now out in the open and all the while I sat back as if it all was fine when deep down in my mind I knew it all the time yet still I played the fool and continued to ignore the signs thinkin that there's really no other person in your life for I'm the one you come home to every night and I'm the one and only one who's been here by your side and even tho from time to time we tend to fuss and fight we always let it slide as if everythings alright but lately you have changed and we've slowly grown apart and I don't think you feel the same as I do in your heart so love for you ill always have and your still apart of me and I thank you for the beautiful baby that we have conceived tho this may be hard to do I have to put us to an end but who knew the other person was your suppose to be bestfriend