Saturday, September 26, 2009

i can get used to dis

so i am/i was a person who was emotionally and physically attached to her cell fone i jus had to have it like some ppl jus need sex i needed my fone i cldnt b witout it i cldnt function witout it!i think it bein stolen has been the best thing to happen to me in a while!when my cell fone was gne so was the negativity the heartache all dat emtional ish.i realize im @ peace now im nt constantly arguing wit ppl im nt in no drama all because i have no fone and its like i cut myself off frm the outside wrld and it feels good.there is some low points but as lng ass i can tweet im nt to worried about talk.n to dumb niggas and stoopid frinns!i clda been gt a new fone a 100 times if i wanted too but i chose nt 2.my daughter is shur happy lol i think she thought i wld put the fone b4 her nice to prove her wrng also lol!but who knows when ill decide to get a fone i really truly think i can get used to dis!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

wow lol

so im so tired and exuasted and throwed off i left the groceries in the car lmao and dey gonna stay there!lol times like dis i wish i had a man hehehehe!i shld call some1 jus to get the stuff for me!!!!

anyways o m g im so so sick of ppl on twitter tryin to crack at me its like i try to b nice and hold conversation but im nt fuckin interested!i swear i b want.n to blk dese thirdty muther fuckers yu think if i ignored dem dey wld gt the idea but naw dey wanna keep writin me its like wtf!i dnt do internet daitin pls gt off dat ish!

this is my last weekend in seattle probaly ever i hate it here so much cant wait to gt away.ppl r so stupid evn your closest frinns and i jjus need to clear my mind and rid myself of all da bs!cant wait.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

negro pls

so im chillin wit my ex the other day on sum coo coo aiite type of shit we can kick it r wht nt.anyways tell me y we like talk.n and crap and he starts to ask questions dat bought up old feelins.kinda made me wanna b with him again but i dnt have time for it.he gt a baby mom and dey b on some otha type shit shes da reason i cant fuck wit him no more she always on that lets b a happy family type ish and personally i thought he was still fucking her.i really have a strong intution i kno they were matterfact.anywho he starts to tell me im still his sickness.dats wht he used to call me and askd me to stay in seattle like for me.negro like if yu aint marrying me do wht yu can to keep me y do yu think i wld basically stay summwhere i dnt wanna b 4 yu he den lost his mine o well i dnt have time for it.
so lately ive been super depress.dnt really understand y but i am and this feelin is start.n to really get on my nerves.every1 keep say.n lets talk about it lets talk about it.like yo i appreciate it but i dnt kno yu.sometimes we must deal wit our problems ourself and on our own.were like the only person dat can help ourselves cus reguardless of wht yu tell me it might make me feel better for that moment in time but guess what i ma still have the same problem at the end of day thats y i dnt waste my time opening up to ppl.ive been that way my whole life plus i dnt like ppl in my bizness like dat feel me.